mister nice dude

2008-10-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

A thought:

We constantly hear Deuteronomy 28:13, that we'll be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath. I sometimes wonder, how can i be the head when i'm not a leader in scl? how can i be above when so many people have better grades than me, and i'll bet a good bunch of them aren't believers.

But then again, when you are chosen by God, u need not be a leader, but u'll have more influence then them. You may not think you're much of a leader, but look at your spheres of influence. How many people do you influence, and how much?

Well, ya.. My good friends listen to me, kinda. Oh and some of my CCA peeps listen to me. Well, my clique listens to me. That guy from my class always asks me from advice. That other guy from another class always eats with me. I help to do collect study hours in cell. And... Wait... wait.... I actually do have alot of influence.. Perhaps even more so then the leaders in my school?

God puts us in places and situations where we glorify Him the most, whether we like it or not, whether we know it or not. And why is it that sometimes we don't believe that it'll really happen, that we'll be the head? We have so much faith that the sun will rise tomorrow! And then there's God who has promised that His promises will be fulfilled. So who promised the sun will rise tomorrow?

Its hard, but i'm gonna trust that He will pull through for me. That all the knots in my head are gonna become untangled soon. I'm gonna trust that whatever i'm going through now, is all part of His plan. I'm gonna trust that the desires of my heart, He will provide for. I'm gonna trust that i can revere His majesty well enough! =)

anyway.. its been a whoop-dee-doop since i last blogged.. so many things.. just gotta get promos, op and chi out of my hair, along with a few other problems.. mom is getting very freakily accurate in her random spurts.. doubt she means it but its super accurate.. this is like the third one at least.. life's getting weird... I wanna learn bass and get a new guitar.. i want new head phones.. i wanna be able to fulfill my building fund for the first time like ever.. i want so many things.. but i trust God will suffice.. maybe i'll get a job, maybe i'll start saving up like heck, i'll do my part while God does His! =) my brains kinda getting fried thinking about a certain issue that someone should noe about.. but anyway.. gotta deal with it and move on to more pressing issues like, how do i improve, technically and spiritually to be a good CG Guitarist? life is getting weird.. i'm getting weird.. its weird isn't it?

tomorrow's physics SPA and i'm half prepared.. fri is math and i'm 60% prepared.. mon is physics, i'm 43% prepared.. chem SPA, kinda 80% prepared.. life's good.. looking forward to partying after promos, op and chi.. and yes miss china girl (that's you caroline cai!), we're gonna par-teh after everything's over!

i hope i'm still alive to post the next post..

Signing off,

Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel =)

2008-08-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE!

awesome today man! had parachute band and ruben morgan with his hillsong worship team with ps mark conner preaching! awesome time of prayer and praise and worship.. could say i found a whole new angle to praise and worship! i finally see wad the true meaning of praise is! awesome msg about growing old and growing up! about responsibility and stuff!

anyway i bought the new hillsong album "this is our God". awesome CD with some really anointed songs! healer is one.. go get the CD listen to this song.. then go find out the story behind "healer".. i'm sure most ppl will really be touched by how God works through ppl!

dun limit God! God really can do all things through you! the only thing He can't do is to go against Himself! so trust in Him o my soul! to Him be the most awesome glory forever and ever.. amen!

Signing off,
Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel =)

2008-07-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

i'm up to my neck in hw so i shall do a blog in brief.

two days ago, mum pissed, cannot leave house or go fellowship after coming back from jw service.
my cg friends came all the way to my house downstairs just to give me a birthday surprise! rocking ppl! felt so loved. they gave me a rocking tasting cake, a glow in the dark shiny frisbee, and a shirt! thanx guys! you rock!

next day, pretty much studied my neck off even though it was u noe wad day.. learnt the intro to yesterday,today and forever! super proud of myself! then we went city hall watch harsha's hindi festival thingy performance at vch! she was rather hot sia! both literally and metaphorically.. she was surprisingly good.. lol..and then me and jan went pasir ris just to watch her buy grocceries and then i took 12 home.. lol.. interesting day i must say.. interesting!

and today was just horrible.. spent the whole day slogging! then came caroline cai's msg.. then i called her and she told me about her tests.. ALL THE BEST CAROLINE FOR TML'S CHI AND THE REST OF THE PAPERS! the rest of the day was just plain boring, had a mini-training which i left early.. saw samson with his baby pink fun-o-rama shirt.. looked hyper gay as it was sweaty and he was in shorts! anyway.. then i had some downtime to myself, ate pasta mania and hagen daz in a food court with jan.. here i am now.. just wanting to waste my life away but having to slog once again.. excuse me while i return to my sad life..

Mine Truely,
Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel =)

2008-07-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

A Prayer: "Selfish"

Father in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.
Lord i know that You love me,
For it is said in Your word,
That You loved the world (which includes me) so much,
That You gave Your only begotten Son,
That whosoever believes in Him,
Shall not perish,
But have life everlasting.
So Lord,
Although You have said to love others as i love myself,
I understand that i first have to love myself.
I also understand Lord that i cannot overly love myself,
So help me with that balance,
Such that i can love myself,
Yet Love others and You,
Such as is pleasing in Your eyes!
So Lord,
Once again i thank You for Loving me,
Help me to love myself as is pleasing in Your eyes.
Your kingdom come,
Your will be done,
On earth as it is in heaven.
Guide my ways to the path which will bring You glory.
In the name of the most loving Heavenly Father.
Amen

Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel

2008-07-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

A Prayer: God We Exalt Thee

Father in heaven, hallowed be your name.
I thank You for being kind and patient with me all this while.
Lord i know i haven't been giving You the glory You deserve,
But Lord, i do hope You will forgive me.
On this day i proclaim,
I will live ONLY to glorify You!
I will love to do all things that can bring You glory!
For You alone deserve my glory!
So Lord, i pray that for Your glory,
You use me to do things beyond natural possibility,
Beyond anyone's possible imaginary boundary,
Beyond what this world has dictated.
For with Your anointing and blessing upon me,
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me,
For Your glory, for Your honour.
So Lord,
Your kingdom come,
Your will be done,
On earth as it is in heaven.
To You be the glory and the honour everlasting.
Amen.

Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel

2008-07-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

DISCLAIMER: this post is gonna be long. all who are long-post-a-phobic, pls look away.. NOW!

starting from day before. service.. super good, pastor mike connell came. preached a word about disappointment. anyone wanna listen just approach me. a lot of other cool stuff happening during the service too. again, just approach me for the details! lol..

ytd. CIP! hated it! first we had to move that huge track down. ok la, wasn't too bad, had quite alot to help. then we had to put the track in the middle of everything. like center of attraction, surrounded by HC stalls. i mean, it was like, we were being drowned by the HC ppl la. and with all due respect, their stalls where like, so shabby. can tell they put in close to zero effort. not being ego, but can see their effort, nothing comapred to ours during fun-o-rama. but i guess that's not the point. point being at least try to make the stalls more impressive la. the stalls so chapalang, the MP coming noe! at least try make it look decent la.. cans and hooks, balls and cardboard with holes, a spinning wheel, a table with tennis balls and a bamboo stick.. heck, i'll choose a team of ten and finish all that in less than 2 hours. try to put in more effort la, even last minute work, can try make it better rite. let's not take any offense here and take it as a lesson learnt pls.
so ok. we stoned whole day, noone came except for like 3-4 little boys who were at the stall the whole day. so me and a few others just went to slack till lunch. me and ZH just slacked, got pretty peeved at the shabby organisation of the fair.. only thing that was good probably was the lunch for the volunteers and the futsal and bball games. anyhow.. at 430, after a heart meal and a peeved feeling, we went down to pack up. got even more peeved when everyone left except us, leaving 4 of us to carry that track. called the organiser, nvr pick up. heck. we moved the thing. guess wad, trees blocking out way! we got even more pissed and i started to get really really touchy. really lost it when the security guards were stopping us and "trying" to "help " us..end of that, me and ZH were complaining all the way to the mrt.
to ulu pandan CC. i noe the planning is not easy. coordinating such large scale events never is. thing is, if u're gonna do it, try to make it better la. come on, u're a CC, supposed to represent a community. if ur even looks so shabby, doesn't reflect well on the community now does it. i won't say i can do any better, maybe i can, maybe i can't. but lesson learnt, if u wanna do smth, do UR BEST, if not, dun do it AT ALL!

today. went pool with SB3 pae ppl (me zh jan ian samson zj bev val matt hamka). everyone was late. as expected. including me actually.. good thing i said 1230. if not we'd all be there at like 2! lol.. went sumo house eat then surprise ian with a hyper belated b'day and a BAG!!!!!! WOOTX! followed by pool. TODAY'S not my day.. only won when ZH accidentally sunk the black. we got bored of it after a while. lesson learnt, DO NOT GO POOL WITH PPL WHO DUN LIKE TO PLAY POOL! next time pao should organise when she asked for it la! lol.. had a great time.. zh and matt then left us for home.. then went island creamery! ate 3 tubs of ice cream shared.. was super full after that (proclaimed by my hyper loud and long burp!).. but it was damn good and worth it.. the berry one needs to be more berryful though! lol.. then hamka left.. (all the best for ur comp tml dude!) went ian's house next, played WII and guitar and random stuff la.. then the rest went eat while me and jan went home.. great day! rmbr ur promise jan! on the car ride home heard this guy talking about his christian walk, super cool la. eng not very good (maybe cos he's NCC's hokkien service pastor). but super inspiring. details just ask jan! reached home, for some reason could super connect with my mum.. we chatted damn happily la! haha! MOTHER+ME=ROCKS! thank God for my mum..

so that's that, i'm off moaning about scl tml!
Signing off,
Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel

2008-07-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

today back in scl! carn say i didn't try to pay attention for lectures.. but a combo of tired+cannot get in the mood made it hard.. but i survived through! lol! cool day.. spent 128 bucks on official stuff.. sian.. got training today! FUN! i think we played quite well.. can see even the weaker players start to improve alot.. ALOT! i think in 3 weeks.. we'll be able to face off the other teams already! i dun think it'll be easy.. we're up against the fitness of pj, the desire for the disc (with the awesome layouts) of hc, the good techinical play of rj.. but i think we can do it! we've up our fitness, desired the disc more and improved a great deal in our technical aspect! expect ac team 1 and 2 to put on a fierce fight man! haha.. got our team jerseys too! I'M NO 32!!!! wootx.. the red and blue jerseys were awesome! nice material too! GOTTA DO THE JERSEY PROUD GUYS! surprisingly, all of us gave our all in the game, but i didn't feel too tired.. either i'm not pushing hard enuf or my fitness has increased! that's encouraging! oh and i failed math.. BAD! but i passed chem! nearly B too! so not bad! EH ZEHANG! EOY MATH MUST GET FULL MARKS AR! haha.. now i'm sitting here.. trying to learn strumming pattern for heart of worship before.. later might do hw... gotta start becoming mugger! OH AND TML GOT SGC EXCO INTERVIEW! HYPER NERVOUS! HOPE I CAN GET IN! anyway.. i'll just trust that wadeva He does its for a purpose! haha!
Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel, Signing off

2008-06-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

oooo slackin day.. no scl today cos ppl got papers which i dun take.. woke up late in the morning.. stoned, ate breakfast, then went gym! finally, i stopped procrastinating on that.. checked out my condo gym.. tried running.. sucked.. the air hyper dry, i breathe hard and through my mouth only i felt like choking.. air-conditioning i guess.. managed to get a decent workout.. saw this rather elderly man doin bench press twice of wad i could do.. PAI SEH SIA.. gotta work out more! waas actually prep-ing my body for tml training.. 2 weeks nvr train liao cos of study of CTs.. like that ar.. confirm die, go 2nd team liao =(.. i wanna make 1st team.. but actually.. dun matter la, even if i make 2nd team.. I'LL DO MY BEST.. just like i promised kelvin! YEAH! ALL AC FINALS!

kinda nervous, tml scl like really starts with hw needed to be handed up which i haven't done! lol! and wed got SGC exco interview! i really want it la! president! but seriously.. if i dun get it, to me its ok also la! i'm just gonna serve SGC all the same! anyway, speaking of bridge.. played quite well with yj on bbo! haha.. though i think it was quite tyco la.. all my games worked out for me.. haha! gotta start playing better bridge AND better ultimate!

anyway.. here's something random.. i started chatting with a nice person called jazreel teo.. lol.. (i told her i'd just spam her name)

OH AND PPL! U GUYS GOTTA LISTEN TO A SONG.. "IF" by Bread
its hyper old scl.. but dam nice.. that's how songs are supposed to be!

anyway.. i got scl tml! come back to blog in about.. hmmm.. see my mood..

AND ALL AC PPL WHO READ MY BLOG! STOP STEALING! STOP THIEVES! and non-thieves.. watch ur stuff.. and Janice is nice no matter how she denies it! tell her that ok! muahaha! have a nice day =)

2008-06-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

there's a book in the market that has a title "God is not great."

i can't help but agree.. the word "great" doesn't even begin to describe Him! its merely our futile attempt to limit God! so we really should all praise our God, keeping in mind constantly that we serve a God that's more than JUST great. if not for our literary restrictions, i'd think that it'd be horrid that we're matching THE God with ppl like alexander the great...

even the jews had to try to name Jehovah God.. that shows how difficult it is to quantify God. the only way i feel that justifies the description of God. GOD. God should answer, God should suffice, God should.... God was, is, will be.... How Great Is Our God?

How great is our God? (Chris Tomlin )
THE SPLENDOR OF THE KING
CLOTHED IN MAJESTY
LET ALL THE EARTH REJOICE
LET ALL THE EARTH REJOICE
HE WRAPS HIMSELF IN LIGHT
AND DARKNESS TRIES TO HIDE
IT TREMBLES AT HIS VOICE
IT TREMBLES AT HIS VOICE

HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD
SING WITH ME
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD
ALL WILL SEE HOW GREAT
HOW GREAT
IS OUR GOD

AGE TO AGE HE STANDS
AND TIME IS IN HIS HANDS
BEGINNING AND THE END
BEGINNING AND THE END
THE GOD HEAD THREE IN ONE
FATHER, SPIRIT, SON
THE LION AND THE LAMB
THE LION AND THE LAMB

NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES
WORTHY OF ALL PRAISE
MY HEART WILL SING
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD

2008-06-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

oh man! just back from frisbee camp!
TOO SHAG! BLOG LATER OR TML!

sleep...
ZZZZzzzzz.....

2008-06-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

(this is supposed to be for sat 7 june.. didn't realise i haven't publish) ooo.. lazy blog for awhile. anyhow, ytd was gr8. played good bridge in scl, better than all the previous weeks. then went jw service. miss the atmosphere there man! its like, cosier, more high(seriously more high, not music, but ppl). and then there was pastor rob thompson! my gosh! so love his preaching style la.. ROCKS! he was like practically walking among the congregation as he preached. and today is jus the boring usual sun. slacked, gave tuition.. oh and.. I THINK I'M ADDICTED TO CABAL !!! lol.. its fun.. it has serious replayability la.. or so i find.. haven't played comp in a long time before moving though.. gotta start controlling man!

2008-06-03T01:08:00.002+08:00

slack-at-home day it is.. slacked and slacked with cheesecake! then went out abit bought myself a pen, went home slack summore.. then.. MORE CHEESECAKE! cheesecake rocks! anyhow, my mum was freaked out by the PUB bill...
IT WAS AN AMAZING!
INCREDIBLE!
UNBELIEVABLE!
$11.24
wad the heck?! the way she said as though like bao like crazy or sumthin la, i think must be cos we just moved in thing.. i dunno.. oh well

sigining off

2008-06-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

boring day.. ate slept, gave a little tuition, slacked alot (mostly comp).. gotta start mugging soon i guess.. lol!

2008-05-27T16:04:00.001+08:00

OH AND PPL WHO READ MY BLOG! GO TO THIS BLOG! http://selfless-shoe.blogspot.com/

Its a great concept by justing, one of my cell group members, where u buy a shoe, rather good material for $29 approximately. When u buy that pair of shoes, u can self design it and it'll be urs. But the best part, for every shoe u buy, another pair of shoes will be shipped to a kid sumwhere in the world who is poor and can't afford shoes. So every shoe u buy, u're actually sponsering a shoe for some kid in the world who needs it.
Its not exactly on sale yet, but do check it out and make a difference ya! =)

Signing off,
Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel *)

2008-05-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

hey.. i'm back after not posting for ages and donky years and did i mention ages!!!!!!

anyhow.. life's changed too much for me to list here. been through new crushes, new environment, and a whole new level in God too.

Here's a prophecy from irwin (cos we were learning about it in cell and trying to do it):
He saw a dagger, a sharp two edged dagger. He said it meant that i had a desire and would be a leader with a cutting edge! THANX IRWIN!looking forward to that coming to pass.

Another vision when i went up for the alter call (for ppl who wanted to become leaders, on the 25/5/08):
God showed me a big and mighty tree. He told me that like a tree, it needs to be rooted deep in good soil, the soil is His word. Like a tree, it needs air, that's His breath of life. Just as a tree, it needs water, that's His Holy Spirit. A tree needs a clean environment, i need to stay away from sin. And then, He will make me a mighty provider and a place of shelter, refuge and comfort for the multitude!
AMEN! ANOTHER VISION I HOPE WILL COME TO PASS!

Also, these few days have been great. Heard the cat and dog theology on janice's daddy's car! its really interesting and thought provoking. I kept going, oh crap, that's me.. OH WAIT!, THAT'S ME TOO! shucks. but from this day, no longer about me! its about HIM! and HIM alone!

so like to thank some ppl in my life, (can't list all, so i'll list the more obvious one's to me) in the spirit of thanksgiving, as i shared.. SO 1SB3 PRAYER GROUP GUYS REMEMBER AR!:

God- for really just being there for me and just being, well, God.. need i say more =D

Josh- for really pushing me to a new level. Sorry sometimes may be a little forgetful and confused and all, but i really hope we can go up to a new level tgt. I pray u'll never give up on me, and i promise, i won't give up! =D

Janice- being such a great friend and everything, just being you.. being there for me to help and to jus fellowship! really appreciate everything.. and i noe sometimes u grow weary! but, i'll keep praying for that FOG be gone! u noe wad i mean eh! and u'll do great! =D

phew.. long post.. looking forward to do more of this in the future.
Signing off,
Tan Zhi Hao Gabriel *)

2007-06-03T14:13:00.000+08:00

past few days youth conference power la!
SO MANY DELEGATES FROM OTHER COUNTRY!
MOST POWER THING!
SING PRAISE AND WORSHIP IN 4 LANGUAGES!
there was even one song that kept chaning language that i go a little confused!
the team power la, translate the usual english songs into jap, chinese, and bahasa indonesia!
ytd even got one singer guy proposed to his gf on stage in church!
then celebrate sun's b'day..
then that lead pstr kong to improm a msg about love!(PRO MAN)

dun feel like posting much anymore.. updated my wishlist though! TAKE A LOOK!
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2007-06-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

A hero

There he lies,

Nobody around him.

He sees is image smiling at him,

A doppelgänger.

It bows, knees on the ground,

Burst of light, it dissapears.

There he lies.

There he lies,

He sees Aries,

Aries' sword and shield on the floor.

His knees buckle, head bowed fists together.

The legion follow,

Shield on the floor, sword in the ground

A salute.

There he lies.

There he lies,

Shots fill the air seven by three.

Ssabers lifted,

Hands to forheads.

Tis a glorious sight.

There he lies.

There he lies,

Waiting.

He hears a wonderful song,

Tis the requim of life.

Tis sung with a wonderful voice.

Alas, it is a choir of banshees.

A congregation of herald angels accompany,

Trumpets lifted the accompany with the song of the ages.

Tis a glorious composition.

There he lies.

There he lies.

Alas, darkness.

Yet in the darkness there is light brighter then the stars.

A gentle hand holds him.

He is lifted.

Herald angels lead him through gates of gold.

Alas a saint returns to the lord!

2007-04-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

long time no post..
lot has happened these few weeks.. most notably syf..
so we went in, ms chan asked us do our best.. we tried and tried.. played our heart out.. sunrise wasn't bad except for a few parts intonation not perfect.. then stabat was gorgeous except for the few parts that some sections play wrong this or that.. including mine!!!! but the feel was the best so far... shivers were up my spine.. we came out they told us too soft.. so oh well.. back in scl had cake waiting for us.. went on phototaking spree.. kept asking for hannah's cam.. thanx btw! took a quite few pictures with my brothers and sisters of RVCB in sec 4! when they anounced quite alot of ppl cried.. but i thought gold was already super... but of course some ppl wanted gwh.. can't blame them.. i tried making a speech.. got a cold response.. nearly cried.. lol.. for some reason.. jus touched i guess.. so was hannah.. she was strong but broke out when it was announced over pa..most other girls jus downright broke out.. anyway.. our gold was hard earned! RVCB! U DESERVE IT FULLY AFTER WAD U GUYS HAVE GONE THROUGH FOR IT! after scl leon treated us to pizza hut! THANX DUDE!
so as for today.. went scl napfa.. got unexpected A in pull up... and Bs in sit and reach, standing broad jump and sit up.. although i quite expected the shuttle run A.. lol.. SO I GOT GOLD!
after that we went to CDANS for some scl alumni bowling tournament.. we jus went for free bowling and wad u noe.. got free food too.. we ate until full llike hell and bowled our heads off.. got my personal best and first time above 100 score of a 113..
after that the rest went home and mh and hk went my house play PS.. b4 that we went buy yu gi oh booster! I GOT A FOIL! MY LVL 7 ARMED DRAGON I WAS LOOKING FOR! so we played ps abit of volleyball and soccer.. quite fun... ended playing alot of DDR on my pathetic PS one.. quite fun though.. fun day.. fun day...
jus like to end of by wishing all bandsmen a huge congrats on the gold! we all worked hard and this gold was not easy to get.. but we got it! we are not jus any other band.. we are THE GOLD RV CONCERT BAND!!! to the best band in the world both musically and otherwise!

2007-03-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

POSTING AGAIN!.. somebody jus promised to be my godsister forever.. lol.. i hope she keeps her promise.. lol.. i bet she will.. i wish her all the best in her relationship with somebody now.. and jus so all u guys out there thinking i'm flirting with her and i want to snatch her from her stead.. NO WAY... why would i steal my god sister's bf rite?

so here's to my new god sister for life!!! CHEERS!!

2007-03-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

went yuhua today... watch japan band on dvd... 1 word.. GAY!! so practice was ok.. tone was super nice today... notes came out well.. everything was good... ms chan was flaming at us for lack of discipline though... can see why.. but i think the excos shouldn't be blamed la.. i think everyone was jus tired today... i did do my part though... remind my section ppl to tuck in shirt.. and then for stabat got one part can whack one.. but i keep controlling... i scared ms chan say too brassy... then the golden words came.. ms chan say :"bass trombone! I NEED THAT PART!" considering the fact i was zhaing quite alot already... i was stunned... OK LA!!!! WOOTX.. then whack like siao lor... me happy like wad la.. so wasn't much interesting stuff left.. oh... the lunch was good... the stall the egg very nice.. quite alot of food too for $3.. NOT BAD STUFF.. so looking forward to tml mini concert... WE CAN DO IT... RVCB WE ARE THE BEST!! AND TROMBONES... JIA YOU FOR THE 4 BELL-TONE NOTES... PROVE THAT WE'RE NOT LUCKY... WE'RE GOOD.....

2007-03-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

Today x-country morning still got SPA... summore LLM access... but she seemed rather nice to me... say thank u to me in a super nice tone after she access me la.. so nice.. so it went rather smoothly... checked everything 4 billion times... but at the beggining the rheostat was giving alot of ppl problems... connect to the nut liao no ammeter reading... so in the end found the rite place to put liao then ok liao... hk was having problems... then he jus look at my direction and saw something... dunno wad.. then he enlightenment!!! so that was the SPA.. then went queensway eat then o anchorage point this puzzle shop which sold...... RUBIK'S CUBE! RUBIK'S SNAKE!!!!!and also RUBIK'S REVENGE!!!!! nice shop la.. so before reach turf city i go lim kopi... felt like crap after that... then got lost... then found our way there.. then assemble liao in the hot sun then soon at about 345 started running... COMPETITIVE LEH! so run run run run.. until run out into the open field... wah sian... can see finish line.. but its like forever to the finish line.. then totally no motivation to run liao... then mental block the whole way liao... in the end get onli 87 place... i did pia at the end though.. but that left consequences... i felt giddy and like vomitting for the next 2 hours... &*$@ ppl didn't let us buy anything to eat... until the event over then got something to eat.. lucky got jc dad lompang us home... thanx dude!!! so that was my crappy day.. oh and i'm starting to solve the cube under 2 mins with tyson mao's method..

2007-03-04T19:30:00.001+08:00

Finally blogging again.. new poem done too.. "A hero".. sounds corny but trying to think of a better name.. but i think the poem's great.. anyway... NEW WATCH!!!! lol.. nice black one.. looks like gim ling's one.. between this post and the last one.. took up new hobby... called speed cubing.. and aqquired a new friend called wei ting who's great to chat with.. and also my cell group multiplyed.. but still in N329.. lol.. anyway.. achieved new cubing personal best of 1min05s... leaving Olivia shocked in disbelief.. lol..

2006-12-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

today got a call from yu ping at 930 am.. ask me go help bookshop aunty pack books into bags that can sell when the sec1s 0'7 come in.. so abit reluctant at first but then i said.. wad the hell.. so go down lor.. spent like 3 backbreaking hours there.. kudos to yu ping and the bookshop aunty.. then carried like loads of books and all.. haha.. but kinda fulfilling.. then at the end.. we "finish" for the day... then the bookshop aunty ask us sign something and write our name, i/c and phone no. then i stunn when she say when the salary come i call u then u can come take.. i was hoping that i could ask her for cip hours b4 i came.. then its like... PAY!!! lol.. but now oso not expecting much la.. it was fun helping and that's all that matters.. if she dun gimme pay i oso won't care.. so now i at home bloggin.. got kennad pretty bad by a jnr but then i fully respect his comments and wadeva he said... and i accept it.. kinda true.. then.. mourned over my crappy life to phagan and weilin... they really are good ppl i tell u.. REALLY GOOD!!!! so guys if u want chase a cute and caring and nice girl.. i jus introed 2 girls to u.. soi guess that's it.. leave me to continue mourning about my sad life..

2006-12-17T11:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to hannah house do ice cream project and i gotta say.. HER HOUSE RAWKS LA SOOOOOO NICE! SOOO BIG OSO! can like literally play badminton at the porch of her house and her house even got swimming pool... her dog oso very cute but it dun like me.. hmph.. lol.. and now i find myself bloggin as i'm listening to CHC service online! cool rite! CHC RAWKS!! haha..

2006-11-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday grad nite rite.. chionged to crown hotel at 230 when everyone like came at 245.. then the rehearsals started until bout 530 we ate lunch.. when i was about done.. this group of girls walked up and asked if this was the prom night.. they were super early la.. then they ended up camping in the toilet for like ever... then this guy came up with this sec 2 sjab girl.. all of us stunn... that guy kept hogging us for pretty long.. anyway when it started we like saw super lot of ppl that we couldn't recognise cause of the makeup.. when the dinner started i was like totally drooling cos contrasted with our dinner.. theirs was amazing.. endure lor... then got all the stuff which i carn rmbr then took photo all that things.. then like came to the top 4 contestants for mr/miss alma mata.. then got ENG KWAN(i totally stunn)... Zavier(stunn but not as stunn).. mun kit (we so expected him to win) and sum other guy... then the miss alma mata got 4 girls.. one super chio one i quite expected to win.. she was in this brownish dress.. then xj was exclaiming super loud that she got nice face and she would win.. then i agreed.. then she was like looking at herself at the mirror.. then after i comment then she turn her head and look at us thru the mirror then turned her head again then smiled at us.. both of us super pai seh la.. but she did win in the end.. well deserved.. mr alma mata was (so surprised) zavier.. stefan was so expecting mun kit to win... so was i honestly.. so last dish was the yam paste thing then super nice.. xp grabbed one entire bowl (the big one which they l8r split the contents into little bowls).. then the SCs were like sharing.. lol..so it was super fun but tiring.. at the end the hotel got some bottles of drink left.. then we wen t to coup.. i got one bottle of sprite at home la.. lol.. then after that went for supper.. mr kuang treated us la.. so nice.. (partly cos jia min b'day oso ) then after that we thanked him and went home.. then me aubrey and arial on the train at midnight syncro send jm a happy b'day note at midnight... btw happy b'day jm! so reached home super tired went online got photos from xp and smacked into bed which i'm about to do now as i did less than 24 hours ago.. ooo and its my cell group leader, rebecca's b'day in few hours.. jus like to wish her happy birthday in advance.. HAPPY B"DAY REBEC!

2006-11-28T01:26:00.000+08:00

argh! i rejoice about my comp then my phone spoil... carn hear no shit... i think i spilt some water in it... beggin my cuz to ask her mum if she got phone can lend me... my contract still got 1 whole year left leh.. yesterday was damn sian... haix.. found out i got grad nite duty thank god mel got long black sleeve shirt can lend me... jus realised that shirlynn is soooo bllooooody pinchable cute.. in my opinion anyway...lol

2006-11-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

SOOO LONG NO ENTRY! FINALLY MY COMP IS WORKING AFTER 3 WEEKS! in case u all don't noe yet i've been goin to city harvest church for about a month now introed by my cuz.. so went there today.. guest pastor Dr.Rev. Phil Pringle and his band lead by his son Joe Pringle from the CCC in australia.. band was super pro.. esp drummer and elec guitar.. then Pastor preach damn good oso... so funny... wish to see him more... hmm.. nthing much else... will post more when got stuff to talk about..

2006-10-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

let's reminice about yesterday.. RVIP OPEN HOUSE.. "welcome to rvip open house.. would u like some bar chor mee mai hum.. mai hum mai hum mai hum.." lolx..
spent 9+hours in scl la.. for band..(performance not bad) and for sc..
my group was tour-guiding and me as I/C(wootx).. so supposed to have 6 ppl in my group onli 4 turned up.. and one of my members was.. guess who.. cynthia (like 3 times SC stuff she in my group)...practically noone came and we were bored.. my group everyone dissapeared after i left for band.. when i came back onli cynthia was left.. felt like screaming at the others but i figured why bother.. nobody to guide anyway.. then was rather strict with my remainding member.. but she didn't quite mind (i think) joanna treated some of us to ice-cream... but i paid her(how nice of me and her).. so then kinda gave up about 230 and went play arnd at volleyball booth.. when everything ended.. we still had to arragne chairs for grad day.. we damn effecient can.. carry out chairs then arragne damn fast la.. most stunning is wei lin.. she damn pro carry chair with estee.. good things come in small packages.. then we left.. tired and TIRED!
Played some weirdo saddistic slapping hand game on the bus and saw yu jun burst qin hui's cappilariesthen.i played with jia min.. not so bad.. but then i played with geraldine.. she hit me twice in 5 mins.. one is the first time when it was her turn and another at the end.. then i stopped.. scared that i oso burst her cappilaries.. on the train me and chern yi were talking about einstein theory of relativity.. (ariel seemed left out.. and chi kan was kinda interested i think) when we reached wdlnds.. me and ariel.. nout so sure bout her.. but we jus felt like we were sai kang warriors and we wasted 10 hours of our lives...

2006-10-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

finally the stupid exams are over.. but today still got music la.. but tok bout that l8r.
my stupid tests.. maths screwed up cos too many careless.. chem same.. chinese realised that i write out of point.. bio onli good thing of the day.. 2 markx to full for my mcq.. wootx!
music test was... erm... all the thing come out never study.. haix.. but one thing good.. i reccognised the last extract.. Grieg's Piano Concerto in A Minor.. looks like listening to Maksim does do some good...

2006-09-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

i like being a teacher i tell u.. tuitioning wen yi was goddamn fun.. that was all i was doin ok.. if any of u saw me yesterday i was not jioin her rite.. rite.. get that straight.. dun go rumoring arnd.. anyway that was yest.. today is today.. and today is sian.. 1 thing good though.. i fixed my calculator myself.. wire got disconnected so i soldered it back in place.. pro rite.. thanx.. sleepyy.. gonna sleeeeeppppppp.....gggggggggoooooooooooddddddddd nnnnnnnnnniiigggggggghhhhhhhhtttttttt........ zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

yest came back from camp in pulai johore.. leaders camp la.. very fun man!
so i suggested our group be named the group..(always suggest that for grp name.. lolx) so they agreed.. especailly aub.. cos our sec 3 adventure camp the leaders camp oso i suggested the group.. innovative rite..

ok first day we reach there like bout 11.. was l8.. so then we got the names of our "mortals" (some weird mortal angel game) so my mortal was wai min..
enuf of that.. so we had to set objectives rite.. so each person write one on the peice of paper.. den done in like 2 mins.. then we bored.. so alll the SCs started spamming their com slogans.. then i decided wad the heck.. spam scl one oso.. then after lunch we go hiking.. FIRST ONE TO SEE LEECH WAS ME! oh yeh.. i flicked it off la.. then started to see alot of leeches.. and we come to aub.. the leech magnet.. 7 leeches in total (about there lar) then climb up and down steep slopes that time.. all the guys chiong ahead and help the girls down.. then finally reach waterfall.. then all soak in man! so cool lor the water.. damn fun.. but got alot of weird things stuck in my shoe.. so on our way down.. it was like damn slippery..i nearly fell.. and sweet o' wai min grabbed my bag and sortta saved me.. it was fun back down oso la.. one thing though.. MRS YEOW.. STOP LEADIN US IN THE WRONG DIRECTION.. lol.. so wer went back and washed up.. at least some of us did.. then we ate and camp fire.. but the camp fire like keep dieing .. and onli after camp fire then fire up.. so we did our performances and learnt this rain dance.. damn fun.. we kept doin it the whole camp.. (if u want to learn tell me).. that was about it..
2nd day.. we did lotsa wet activities.. but i rmbr the swamp walk most.. the mud was like knee deep and my shoe nearly got stuck.. then my shoe was like damn slippery liao cos all the traction part of my shoe fall off liao and my shoe too much mud.. then when we hiked up and down steep slopes keep slipping.. (its not my fault ok)..so after the trek we had outdoor cooking.. ivan jia xin and min did the fire.. was up damn quick.. and ziyi blew the fire.. damn well at that... so in no time we got our fire up.. the other grp started eariler but haven't even start fire.. wootx.. go they tried to open the can.. but none of them knew how to open a can.. then i like stunn..so i did it la.. teaching them at the same time.. so we had friend chicken.. and macaroni.. also fried.. but some boiled la.. some boiled potatos.. baked beans and peas straight from the can.. damn nice.. but damn little.. oh well.. so had to go back s'pore liao... then on the bus sit with jia xin damn sain la.. she looked like depressed like that.. then she slept.. oh well.. then see ivan very cute.. when he's with aub he like go mad like that.. very funny.. so after we reach s'pore we go je lor.. that's about it la.. oh .. our grp consisted of jiaxin/min, kaka, chen hui, dada, wai min and claire, hong jie, xiao peng, ivan, ziyi and me..teachers-in-charge mrs yeaow and mr kuang(he rawks man!)

2006-08-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

today gonna be super long post so tahan abit hor..
let's talk bout teacher's day:
morning rain like sai so immediately concert.. band perform very good lor i think expecially the dance part.. our soli like last part abit screwed up.. lol.. then immediately go do backstage duty.. so peaking out to watch the whole thing (though we ain't supposed to) the dance item damn nice.. the choreography damn nice.. the 2 parts of it maybe got flaw is the enice and mun han fall down part.. mun han do the stunt very nice.. but when she fall edison nvr catch proparly and she overshot.. then headfirst to ground.. poor mun han.. hope she's ok.. the the 2d skit.. very funny.. expecially the "i love wearing skirts" part and the yan bing apologising part.. sooo funny.. then there was mr tong.. he play the guitar and sing damn well la.. so surprised man.. not 'cos its a surprise item la.. and the next is mr soh.. he oso another sing damn well.. so after they gave out the teacher's day gifts.. the teachers behind were like playing with their windmills.. so cute.. haha..

after that go back p scl:
waited damn long to get in la.. hafta collect ezlink card.. so we waited 30 mins.. lucky mrs guna came out so can talk to her.. the rest is interact with pri scl friends... then go watch movie.. the breakup.. damn boring.. so some decided go watch snakes on the plane.. then kenna caught... me and by hum4 ji4 then luccky lucky miss the manager.. so nvr get caught.. hope nthing happens to them..

reach back hm:
go online.. blog.. type proposal.. AND I HAVE A NEW MEI4! if u wanna noe who.. then ask me lor

2006-08-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

OH YEH! finally got this stupid thing done...
let's post for the fun of it shall we..
today damn sian.. PLAYED SOCCER(highlight of my day).. played until damn dizzy.. after scl realise music cancelled(test supposed today oso).. then go band.. then they say band optional cos alot pon.. so ok.. go sc duty.. we arranged tables for 1 performance lagged arnd and gossiped..then went home.. on the way home talk to com .. rather gossip bout sai lot of things la..then reach mrt du diao.. the thing say yew tee 8mins.. then when it came it changed to do not board.. then ppl heck jus board.. then change marina bay.. then nxt train yewtee 3 mins.. wth.. pissed la.. so stupid.. so we took it anyway.. then everyone left.. onli me and ariel go woodlands mah.. so chat lor.. bout wad oso dunno.. and now i'm hm bloggin.. tryin to install warcraft so i can mass dota tonite.. so that's it.. if you found it lame and boring.. that was jus the highlights of my day(pls infer)..